~ForgottenFreak

One of my best friends has died. It was too late to save her... We got 9 years together. It's thanks to her that I'm still alive. She was my only friend for a couple of years. So much fun together...
"She's like your tail!" as my mom used to say, since she followed me around everywhere. We had a birthday party when she turned 1, we played games, dressed up for easter ( tradition here, similar to Halloween in America ), went out on pic-nics, went to other people's birthdays together, quarreled, laughed, had fun, had some bad day... Like all kind of friends.
Telepathy...
But now it's over. I couldn't save you.
But we will always be together, as we promised. I love you, forever.

Yes, Molly is a cat.
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Don't pretend like you understand. She wasn't a pet, she was a friend. Imagine if your best friend would die...

Little Molly my dear,
How I wish that my Molly was here...

Long time no see. I've had so much to write about, so little time. Feeble Feeble. I like that word. Feeble.

It's my 18th birthday tomorrow. My independence day. The day I will be able to buy alcohol. Dooley's, nom nom nom. And hopefully, get my driving license someday soon. or not to soon. Stay off the road then people! My friends have dreamt nightmares about me driving, so I haven't got a good feeling about this...

I'm working this summer. Yaay. Unloading stuff from a truck. Today, it sucked. Whatever. I'll get some money. Yaay again.

And he's like gone. I guess hoping we would still be friends was just a fucking dream. I didn't know you appreciated our 'friendship' that lil'... But, I love you anyway.

And you...; Just stay away from me please. I don't wanna hurt you.

And for you...; My life isn''t that easy, just because I get attention. It's not like I try to get it. Stop blaming me, and stop being such a whiny-arse. I like you anyway.

Holy haemorrhoids, what a bunch of... Haemorrhoids. Crap. Shit. Farewell.

Summer holidays started yesterday... More than two months without school! ...I don't know if I'm grad about it or not. I really need it, my brain has almost melted due to all stress and stuff... It actually haven't worked normally the last days in school : |
But what will I do now? Well, I'll work as an assisstant when unloading stuff from a truck three times a week, and I also have theory lessons about traffic stuff twice a week, since I turn 18 this summer, and I'll hopefully get my driving license someday this year... But the thing I've looked forward; participating in the summer theatre, won't happen this year... Seems like there is nowhere to put the stage this years so.. >_<

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I just can't remember what I was going to write about...


I miss you, idiot!>__<

Eleven days since I last wrote here - Not too long ago. I guess I'll just ramble about everything, like I always do.

Sports holiday the whole week, I don't know what to do... I wanted to go to my brother's school to visit two of my friends, but that didn't work out. And I planned to go somewhere with alot of other friends, but they're just like "whatever" so I'm not putting more effort into planning that. Four of my friends have gone to Sweden, I really envy them... I want to go too T.T Some other had a party, a get-together or whatever you want to call it, yesterday, but of course I'm not invited, because the one who arranged it is not too fond of me... Although she says she's my friend. So now I'm just sitting here, no one has some time for me. Or don't want to share their time with me.

Anyway, I have made another video ( hooray! ). I've always wanted to make a musicvideo out of some movie, and I finally realized how to make one! So here's the result, please watch!~~
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That's all, have a great week, everyone who deserves it!

Time flies, and so do I...
Two weeks ago my other kangaroo rat, Cless died, she was old...
And I failed in the math test, because I had an appointment to the dentist, so I had to write the test in half an hour instead of 1½ hour... Stupid dentists, I wanted that appointment there, because of the ache in mah' wisdom tooth, but those liars told me there was nothing they could do... Thanks, I failed the test because of you, and you LIE?! And the teacher is a fucking idiot too, blah. I really need some help with the math, but it seems like no one can help me>_<

And "happy" valentines day yesterday... "Penkkis" in school, when the last years' students torture the younger one... I'm one of the younger o___0 But I were really defiant... Every time they tied me with tape, I used my sharp tooth to bite my way out of it... At least 7 times!

But I didn't get home without injuries...! My legs hurt REALLY bad for the rest of the day, and the blood vessels on mah' hands are kinda... Swollen o__0 Ouch.

I had some really great time, actually... Until I saw all the older students leave school... No more school for them, I guess.

I miss 'em. Really. I didn't know many of them, but still. Come back you fuckers!!

Anyways, in the end of all this shit, something fun! Found it in 's journal...
Find out if you are an uke or a seme! [link]

I had problems choosing answers sometimes, so I took it twice... And the outcome... Both so typical me, actually!x) (except some parts..)
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Then... I'm perfect for myself?x) Nah... Any "Don't Fuck With Me"-Seme out there?^_^

Days had come
Winters had gone,
And we gamboled like siblings in Paradise.
I was your knight
Holding you tight
As a brother when I saw your crying eyes.
Time went by and we had to say goodbye...